Some circumstances we just cant avoid it. It happens and that's it. No matter how much you complain and feel unhappy about it, it still won't go away. I still don't know whether I'm doing the right thing or it's all just a mistake. But it's already too late now and I feel a burden when I don't have much support for this.I don't know if I can handle this much stress going on.Either way,I still have to work it out.